In the Creativity Dumps

I need to get a kickstart on my writing career. This past year, after quitting my job at the gas station, I’ve endured fibro flares and complete lack of attention. Oh, and mood swings per usual.

No thanks to the pain clinic, I’m back into the swing of things. Things are great mentally, not so much physically.

My first pain clinic appointment, I was forced to pee in a cup, lectured about “perceived pain”, and treated like a pill whore for asking for tramadol. I know my body, I know what helps. It’s like I asked for morphine. After all this, I had to do x-rays on my upper back, lower back, and both knees. I have to wait until the urine test results come back before they’ll help me at all.

Anyway, back to the point of my post.

I have all these wonderful jobs to apply for and online publications to pitch for. Unfortunately, my creativity is drained. I have a few ideas but I need creative spins. I don’t like this lack of creativity.

Arghh.