Happiness or Hypomania?

According to Merriam-Webster, happy is defined as notably fitting, effective, or well adapted In the beginning, it's hard to tell the difference between genuine happiness and hypomania. I have issues deciphering between the two. So many times I've felt that I was happy but it turned out to be a hypomanic episode. So these past… Continue reading Happiness or Hypomania?

Hypomaniac, Insomniac Dreams

You're in the next room sleeping and I'm shouting out a song for you I shouldn't wake you over the furnace, but I should swear to someone you'd have loved every note So dream a good one tonight I'll listen to the bad ones when they come Get up in my ear 'till I hear… Continue reading Hypomaniac, Insomniac Dreams

Incessant Ramblings and My Thoughts on Conformity

There’s always been this fear of failure that’s hung over me most of my life. Or has it been a fear of success? The only thing I’m sure of is that something is holding me back. It paralyzes me. A bowling ball is dropped on my chest and the room starts to shrink. It makes… Continue reading Incessant Ramblings and My Thoughts on Conformity